i don't want to mention any details on lj. but yeah, my feelings for her are pretty confusing. i feel like there's a million parts of me who want to do a million different things.
sometimes i have to ask myself: do i really like her? most of me comes up with a yes answer, but for some reason, there is a part of me that says "i dunno." is this how it's like to start a relationship with a friend... a pretty close friend i would say. perhaps too close?
am i scared?
that's only the tip of the iceburg.