carrot (insomnia98) wrote in peasncarrots,

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jumbled up feelings

so the date we planned on monday night was canceled. but i did spend the night at her apartment with her.

i don't want to mention any details on lj. but yeah, my feelings for her are pretty confusing. i feel like there's a million parts of me who want to do a million different things.

sometimes i have to ask myself: do i really like her? most of me comes up with a yes answer, but for some reason, there is a part of me that says "i dunno." is this how it's like to start a relationship with a friend... a pretty close friend i would say. perhaps too close?

am i scared?

that's only the tip of the iceburg.
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